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So tonight..me and Jamison really bonded.
I told him so much.

Like, how I used to be a complete basket case and beat my mom and brothers.
And how I want to be a psycologist and open up my own asylum. [or be the head doctor of one]
And how i admire Max Seed and every other serial killer..
And I told him about the majority of my diseases and disorders, i stopped half way through cuz i felt i was boring him.
=]
And he still loves me.
<3
And now he's ganna tell me about his past.
Which is like..a super big deal..because he REALLY hates his past.
^.^
IM EXCITED!!

lol

OMFG OMFG OMFG!!
You guys all know my Cody. The emo kid of mine.
Well he was texting me tonight asking if I wanted his c**k and s**t like that.
And i was telling Jamison, and i was like "idfk maybe hes drunk"
and so I text cody askin if he was drunk...and he wasn't.
Cody just wanted some sex and figured I was easy.
-_-

And I told Jamison this and he was like "What a ******** d**k! Your not easy. Your not just some whore. Your not. Your amazing. Your a great woman!"

And by this time I was like..omg hes freaking out about it..
And then he was just like "He's a d**k..he shouldn't be your friend. I'm sorry..I love you."

And I just ******** broke down and smiled and waved my arms around and..
just idk..
its was amazing how it made me feel..