I got stressed out... getting a gun... but no one to play with.. found some groups.. but they are to old for me....

How is this suppose to work for some reason ?!?!?!?!

A distress call, my friends play them... but they dont really want to play w/ me because they fear i have good guns... its not that good.... well, i mean, we have a lot of forest in hre... TEXAS..

But then... they all wants to ride and relax... i really in the itch to play airsoft... if i got a lot of guns.. i could lend them.. but then... the problem is... i don't have much gun... Thats why... m searching for a grownup that i know so that i could enjoy playing.. please help