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I haven't had any inspiration for writing or drawing. I had a vague idea, but it died. I feel sorta hollow. I've caught myself sitting and staring thoughtlessly more and more often. I've said all I need to say. There's nothing to think about. There's no wordings to play with, no decisions to make. Everything's out there, plain as day. So maybe that's why I can't write or draw anymore. I just have nothing. dangit, I was just doing it again! Just watching the cursor blink...*sigh*
This is a pointless monologue. Can't even call it a journal. It's a freakin' monologue. Just me blathering on about stupidity. visible or not, what difference does it make? It can't be very interesting anymore, if it ever was. Which I doubt.
And now I can't eat dinner for at least half an hour, if not more -.- I seem to know all the heavy, late sleepers and all the long showerers -.-
Tonight may well be another stay-up-late-for-no-reason night. I don't want to dream. Good dreams just leave me sad, and bad dreams are even worse.
huh. Rolos are pretty good. I didn't think I'd like 'em. Oh, good, dinner might be sooner than I had hoped. I'm so hungry right now. It occurred to me this morning that my appetite has been slowly shrinking since I was 12. I used to eat and eat and eat when I was 11 and 12. I ate like a boy XD It was hilarious. Of course, I was growing pretty quick back then. I needed the energy ^^
DINNER!!!!! yay
~nepie
Marion reminded me today of something inadvertently. Mother-Daughter Luncheon. I was thinking "oh, I don't have those with me. well, that's prolly good." And then I realized: dammit. I actually do. Damn my mind. But of ALL things to think when I looked at one, I thought "what the hell was I thinking leaving 2 of the 3 buttons unbuttoned?!" xD I've never noticed that before.
And I just remembered that I want my mom to bring me that dress at Thanksgiving. It's so pretty.....
ohsnap, I'm actually writing. Granted, I managed to switch names on myself again for an entire page >.> And Kiri's being emo and depressed, but I like to torture her a little. That, and I'm listening to Evanescence >.> That always makes for interesting stories lol. Gabby and Sofia, anyone? lol.
 nepie · Sun Nov 02, 2008 @ 11:13pm · 0 Comments |
