Fed Up. Put Down.
"There are so many people I should thank.
for all my insecurities and stress.
They make me remember how be of a piece of s**t I am
And make me understand that I will never be anything more than that -- s**t.
They have
Hurt me
Killed me
Broken me
Burned me
and Violated me...
My rights, my home, my friends, my life.
I'm sure that they don't care...
[That's the unmedicated moodiness... and paranoia...]
They wouldn't care if I died.
They
wouldn't Cry
wouldn't Sob
wouldn't Grieve
wouldn't give a damn...
There are only three people that I know of that would rather die instead of me...
Because they told me so.
Those are the people I love more than anyone...
The people I would do anything for...
My Teddy Bear
My Aniki
and my Kawaii Ookami
They all live So Far Away...
Bet yet they are the closest friends I've ever had.
My friends here don't care.
They don't
Notice me
Acknowledge me
Comfort me
or Help me.
Instead, I help them... or at least I try to...
And my efforts always get slammed in my face...
So you know what?
******** IT."
"There are so many people I should thank.
for all my insecurities and stress.
They make me remember how be of a piece of s**t I am
And make me understand that I will never be anything more than that -- s**t.
They have
Hurt me
Killed me
Broken me
Burned me
and Violated me...
My rights, my home, my friends, my life.
I'm sure that they don't care...
[That's the unmedicated moodiness... and paranoia...]
They wouldn't care if I died.
They
wouldn't Cry
wouldn't Sob
wouldn't Grieve
wouldn't give a damn...
There are only three people that I know of that would rather die instead of me...
Because they told me so.
Those are the people I love more than anyone...
The people I would do anything for...
My Teddy Bear
My Aniki
and my Kawaii Ookami
They all live So Far Away...
Bet yet they are the closest friends I've ever had.
My friends here don't care.
They don't
Notice me
Acknowledge me
Comfort me
or Help me.
Instead, I help them... or at least I try to...
And my efforts always get slammed in my face...
So you know what?
******** IT."
