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Woo! I finally got on Gaia for the second time.. woo. I'm not feeling very energetic today, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I was dancing a lot last nigh, maybe it's just that I ran out of juice, who knows. I'm pondering the results of my Axel cosplay, they could come out terrible, then again, it could come out a huge success, and I might feel awesome about it. But then again, it could turn out terrible, and I would feel miserable, and sulk for a week. Is it just me, or do I seem un-motivated? I feel so lazy and bored, and... and something else that I'm unsure of. I guess I'm unsure of my life, unsure of everything.. And now I bet someone reading this is thinking "Gee, what a depressing person." Well, speaking of depressing, on to my next think that makes me feel un-motivated. Someone whom I was in a conversation with mention how cold hearted I was, and how I never really cared about anything, and that I never felt sorry for people, and that I never cried. At the time, it didn't really bother me, but now its bugging me. Am I really such a bad person, am I really cold hearted? I don't know how to get it off my mind, it's just urking me. There I go again, ranting about something totally irrelevant to my daily life. I have nothing more to say right now.
 Teh Roxii · Sun Oct 26, 2008 @ 02:40am · 0 Comments |
