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I know I'm not one to just give up.
And I know I'm usually the strong one whos helping everyone else when their down.
But its my turn to be weak I guess.

I talked to Andrew last night.
And..He thinks he's ridding me of him.
Like I don't want him anymore or something.
And everyone knows I still want him.
Well at first it just hurt..
Then I went all crazy psyco on him..
And now...
I don't know.
Maybe I should let him go if he really wants to..
It's ganna hurt a lot..
And I'm sure I'm going make Rachel sick of talking to me.
[Rachels been my little therapist lately <3]

I'm just ganna give up.
Quit the game for a little while.
Stop dating until I can find someone that can prove to me that they won't hurt me...

In the mean time I've been taking down doodles from my walls, and been deleting pictures..
Anything with Andrew in it.
It only hurts when I can see him.
So if there's not a trace of him around maybe it won't hurt..