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I wanted to make a recount about what happened after I had left that entry about 5 months ago about my home life.

It seems that after I got home and walked past Sarah who was just getting dropped off by a friend, I sit down with Katie (my girlfriend) and waited for Sarah to come inside. I confronted my sister about her attitude towards everyone, especially Mom. Naturally, of course, she made an attempt to blow me off as if I'm not important enough to speak with her, until I said told her about her behavior is never appreciated. When she followed me into my room to say something that she thought was witty and insulting, she saw Katie (my gf) watching our little "talk" and became much more aggressive towards me than usual.

I know Sarah pretty well, and she is one of the biggest control freaks in the world. So she pretty much was trying extra hard to subdue me with her "vast intellect" in front of my girlfriend. And, since she was in Honors and I wasn't in it in High School, she thinks that it meant she was smarter than me. Wrong! Just so you know I was qualifiable, I just didn't go. So, most of the time I would let her jibe me and let her "win" her little petty and meaningless victories over me. Until, this day, when she tried to undermine me infront of Katie and it seems everyone else.

We argued that she should ride a bus to school and get her friends to take her to work (since they already take her home). Her ending and final comment was that she didn't want to have anybody, including her friends to take her anywhere, and I pointed out to her that she just got a ride home from one of those friends. After a second of sputtering on her part, I just turned around and went back to my room. Take note, that she would have said something equivalent to "That's right, b***h!!" if she "won".

Once I closed the door to my room, she kicks the door open and nearly knocks over or breaks my belongings on my shelf behind it. In my already worked up state, I tell her to leave and push her away to close the door. Her response was to deck me with a right hook. Now, I don't remember what I did exactly, since it seems that I had "snapped" a little and we got into a fight that I ended by pinning her down in order to keep her from hurting anybody else (especially me). After years of putting up with her abuse towards me and my family AND especially towards Mom, Eric says he's surprised I didn't send her into the hospital. Anyway, once she was able to collect herself she ran and told everyone she knew and didn't know the I had brutally beat her up, even though she had no bruises (b/c I didn't hit her that hard) and I'm the one with a bloody lip, bleeding bite marks and cuts and scratches. Yeah.

When my parents came home they heard what had happened from both Katies (One is my sister and the other is my gf, confusing huh?)

to be continued