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ive been gone for a couple of days and some people wanted to know why... Im really tired of repeating myself so im putting it in here.

My step fathers mother died not that long ago so i was at her wake and funeral and rosery.. i was really busy and had no net or anything. For me i loved the woman to death but i didnt cry over her death.. like i didnt cry over my grandfathers too.. Halloween is coming up soon.. it will be a year since my grandpa died... maybe ill cry then

anyways my trip was hell.. family wasnt getting along and my mother actually told me she didnt have time to take care of me.. so on top of grand mothers death.. family is treating me like crap etc...

Ill miss my grandma for ever and ever and i pray thats shes doing better.. please dont be upset grandma.. that i didnt cry but its just how i am and i will miss you... unlike everyone eles you and grandpa have been the only ones to except me in your family and i love you for that and because you were such a wonderful woman.. i love you.. please take care of yourself