Being an alternate isn't bothering me now.
Having a ******** up life isn't bothering me now.
What's bothering me is that a cat just DIED IN MY ARMS.
And I couldn't do anything about it.
I mean, it's not my cat or anything.
We tried so hard. We wanted it to live. But nothing we did could do anything.
And I'm bawling my eyes out.
And I'm wondering about what if it were MY cats.
My cats mean the world to me. I don't want to think about them dying. But I am. And I hate it. Because it just makes me cry more. I hate it. I never want my cats to die. I never want anything to die infront of my eyes. Nothing as important to me as my cats. They're one of the few reasons I'm still alive today.
I may be out of it for a few days.
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I know how hard it is to have something die, though I haven't experienced what you have.
But you have to realize that everything will die one day, and that's what life is. It probably wont be soon, and the only thing you can do about it is to live the most with your cats or anyone with their time here on earth. it'll seem hard now, but trust me, it'll get easier.
I hope you feel better.