I'm so..mad.
Okayso, if you read my last entry, I'm happy to say that I made it.
But really only ********.
I'm an alternate. Me, and one other girl. Which means I don't get to go to anything, other than concerts and school-y things like that, unless someone else can't. We're going to the Millenia Mall sometime. I can't go, unless someone drops out.
That completely pissed me off. I mean, I'm happy to be picked out of the tons of people that tried out, but no one else should have to go through that. Only being able to go if someone else doesn't. It's just so ******** uppp.
For awhile now, I've had this mood. I want to cry, I want to punch someone/thing. I want to be alone. And that didn't really help much.
Complain, complain. I'm such a loser.
Okayso, if you read my last entry, I'm happy to say that I made it.
But really only ********.
I'm an alternate. Me, and one other girl. Which means I don't get to go to anything, other than concerts and school-y things like that, unless someone else can't. We're going to the Millenia Mall sometime. I can't go, unless someone drops out.
That completely pissed me off. I mean, I'm happy to be picked out of the tons of people that tried out, but no one else should have to go through that. Only being able to go if someone else doesn't. It's just so ******** uppp.
For awhile now, I've had this mood. I want to cry, I want to punch someone/thing. I want to be alone. And that didn't really help much.
Complain, complain. I'm such a loser.
