I've never felt more empty and lost and lonely than I do right now..
I'm so sick of having to constantly baby sit Andrew though.
Where he is.
Who he's with.
What he's doing.
I CARE MORE ABOUT HIS HEALTH THAN HE DOES!
D;
Its so stressful.
And its not until I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown does he realize what he's doing to me.
I just want to give up on him and just stop caring completely.
But I can't..It hurts too much.
I'm tearing up just typing this..
