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I am walking in the winter night
Under the moon alone
Shadows hanging over me
Like painful memories
Can't you tell me where I belong
In this society
I don't care about anything
It's all destiny

Someone else is telling us
How were suppossed to feel
I am so sick of it
the news on T.V.
If you don't feel like others do
Then you're a stranger
Can't help it but I hate it all
Then I'm danger

My head is full of voices
Which are calling me
I can't sleep because they speaking
My mind is full I want it free
Sometimes it feels I wanna cry
I wanna scream I wanna die
Can't you see I'm afraid
To fall a sleep and let voices take
Control of me like they done before
I'm not sure I can take no more
Sometimes I need to clear my head
In silence, In silence forever

Sometimes I need to be
Alone in silence
Sometimes it's hard to be
solitude in silence
I guess it doesn't matter to you
How I am feeling
That's the sign you're giving me
When you never set me free

I am walking alone again
No one can touch me
I need this to clear my head
The cure is pleasing

Sometimes you need to think for yourself. No matter how hard it might seem, in the end you have to make your own decisions. Sometimes it's hard to listen to your heart. But then you have to take matters into your own hands and listen to yourself. Don't let others tell you how to live your life. After all it's yours. And if you need to take a break from everything do it. And if you feel like no one understands and you need to talk to someone, talk to your pet... they always understand smile
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