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I don't know what to do. I can't stop thinkin' about this guy. I don't know how he feels about me. I never felt this way b/f. Most a the guys at school are stupid, very immature, and only what one thing only. WHAT F**KIN' PIGS. But he's diffrent. He's older/mature, super cool, and makes me happy when I need help. Sure I have a lot of guy friends who are like that but....... there's something diffrent bout this one. I wanna tell him but we hardly know each other that much. I've been gettin' a vibe that's he's into me too. Then again I could be wrong, maybe he likes my as a good friend. I feel so bad, I wanna cry b/c I think I love him (and love is a very strong word you know, you just don't go around sayin' it out of the blue!!!!!) I don't know what to do. If only I could tell him face to face. But I don't think we'll ever see one another in time soon. One day I'll have the power to tell him, face to face or e-mail I'll tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!