Why is it I try so hard just to be pushed away
Why is it I can't take this treatment another day
I wait for you to tell me "no"
I silently cheer you on when you go
I walk towards you and you turn away
Dear lord help me through this day
I'll pray for myself all the time
I'll pray for you; curse this heart of mine
I will leave you for sure I'll promise you that
You won't lay a hand on me, not a hit nor pat
Good-bye my love I won't see you again
Please forgive me for my sins
I'll end my life and you won't have to worry anymore
I'll leave right out that door
I love you no matter how much it hurts
But all the pain will soon end I'll make it true
Never again will I think about you
I'll pick up that blade and press it in my skin
I only ask one thing:
Please, O lord, please forgive my sins
~iDeepToot
Why is it I can't take this treatment another day
I wait for you to tell me "no"
I silently cheer you on when you go
I walk towards you and you turn away
Dear lord help me through this day
I'll pray for myself all the time
I'll pray for you; curse this heart of mine
I will leave you for sure I'll promise you that
You won't lay a hand on me, not a hit nor pat
Good-bye my love I won't see you again
Please forgive me for my sins
I'll end my life and you won't have to worry anymore
I'll leave right out that door
I love you no matter how much it hurts
But all the pain will soon end I'll make it true
Never again will I think about you
I'll pick up that blade and press it in my skin
I only ask one thing:
Please, O lord, please forgive my sins
~iDeepToot
