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Well, it's been about two months since I've lost my Uncle Eddie, maybe more or less. I still can't believe he's gone... I can't believe he had cancer either..Maybe because I was on vacation when he died... I only cried once.. but as much as it poured, it took a few days for it to happen. I first cried over his death on our first night back home, when we were going through the Smokey Mountains in Tennessee, and Jimmy never had seemed to care about Uncle Eddie's death.. I can't bring myself to go to Indiana still, but I can see Auntie Willma with no regrets.. I just.. wish I could bring Uncle Eddie back.. he wasn't just my Great Uncle, but he was so special to me, he teased me, made me feel happy, and he joked with me.. I have no one like him that can take his place..

I also can't believe Skyy just died in March.. my baby boy. He was my other budgie, and he was a truly beautiful bird. I loved him as well as Starr. But he died, while I was in school or something.. and everyone thinks they have the answers to his death, but I don't want to hear it anymore. I miss Tweety bird as well.. just no where near as much... The one I miss the most is Honey.. I miss her so ******** much.. by November 4th, it'll have been an official year since she's died. An official year without that cat I grew up with.. the cat I could actually call my sister believe it or not..

Yeah, yeah, I know. No use crying over the dead who've been dead for a while. But, I don't care. I miss them all and I'm allowed to cry about it, even if it's been a while since any of them died..