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Another day when things have not gone productive.
I don't think I will find any of those days anymore where
penthouse is real. So, there is the computer where you can't
access your mail or have any other options but to lay your a** around
so lazy was marked off as what these days are.
Seeming to not know where things are, and not that I should be
less thankful for at least room and board and food that is really much better
not eaten. I can't seem to find a thank you card, but I have to keep at this
notion that I know I should be thankful. That this is the only hang up now
or I have to slip further. So, this is what days should be about, that
regular at least have something to mellow down the days.
As for any plans of getting anywhere, I already kissed those things good bye.
I don't know where to go next, but if life could spare a few seconds.
My views are inept to go further. There is really not much room left, and
we can't just let things sit all the time like this. I know this, but I really can't find a place. I can't even stay at the spot I am at now. I can't even find any peace.
The nights are filled with rampant distress calls, and I have to wake up every 2 hours of shut eye. More like in and out of 15 minutes, and then turn out by the notion that I can't get anywhere again because I can't. I am confused by this change of schedule.
 Leslie827 · Sat Sep 27, 2008 @ 12:14pm · 0 Comments |
