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yeah so im writing this as i go... dont laugh razz


laying in the dark again
thinking of what you said again
i know i should ignore your words
the pain youve caused, you never heard.
i scream your name, cry to be heard,
and everyday go on in this nighmare absurd.

im traped in my mind again.
you words repeat an endless rebuke.
thinking what you said again.
cant help but think your lies are truth.

the sea of angry words suround
from there depths your voice resounds.
im sorry father i never ment
to dissapoint you to such extent.
please love me still, thogh my faults are many
alredy outcast from what i thought was safty.
i scream your name, cry to be heard,
and everyday go on in this nightmare absurd.

im traped in my mind again.
my heart licks its wounds.
thinking what you said again.
are they lies or really truth?

the lies are there always screaming.
and somehow truth there always seeming.
i can not breath or reach for light.
in this dark forsaken night.
i tryed i did to make you proude
and still i fell in a dusty clowd.
and still...
i scream your name, cry to be heard
and everday go on in this nightmare absurd.

traped in my mind again
(your words sound an endles rebuke)
thining what you said again.
( are they lies or are they truth.)
traped in my mind again.
(cant recover from these wounds)
thinking what you said again.
(there not lies ... there truth.)



yeah. im done....