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I never wanted it to end up in a fight. I was just trying to have fun. FUN. It didn't end up in fun. Xin, the one who started this all, I'm not blaming you for what happened. You just put the idea in my head. I blame myself, because I'm the one that made the sarcastic remark in the end. I need to stop using sarcasm aginst th eones I love. If I hate it when it's used against me, then why should I use it against her? I make no sense sometimes. Sorry.. sorry for everything. I really am. if you can't believe that, then I dunno what to do.

My hands are shaking. They do that everytime she's mad at me. They shouldn't be shaking.. but they are. Now that I write about it, they shake even more..

She's right.. I am an a**.