I've been dreaming, but I can't ever remember what exactly I dreamt. I just wake up feeling really sad. But there's no time to dwell on it as I'm usually FREEZING when I wake up. Which is prolly why I forget my dreams. I'm so distracted while I'm grabbing at blankets that I don't stop to remember what I dreamt. *sigh* I don't like this one bit.
"But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do."
Caitlyn is going home for the weekend. If my parents have to evacuate, they're coming here and doing my birthday a week early. It's an away game, so the hotels won't be all taken up. I hope they don't have to. I don't want everyone to have to leave again. It's a really bad thing for me to worry about, especially with so many people.
Looks like RenFest is prolly out for me. If there's not going to be a date, I'm not going to come back. With my luck, no one will go that weekend, and I will have wasted my time. Not to mention I was planning on skipping chemistry to get back earlier. It's only worth it if people are gonna go. Victoria prolly won't, since it's the same weekend as Highland Games. I can't wait until December. I just can't.
Thomas's Taiwanese crush, Ah-Shun, has a December birthday, and it's the 18th. heehee.
gah, I phail. I have a really bad headache, and I have nothing to take tylenol with. I forgot when I went to get groceries @_@ I have juice, but I've had too much of it today as it is.
"Why make her lie to you to save me?" I don't know why that popped into my head. "For either way you choose, you cannot win."
I found an arcade token in my purse :3 And my coin pouch which has no quarters and 10 nickels. I want to go hooooooooooome. I want to see people. I want to hear their voices, undistorted by cell phones. I can't keep my eyes open with this headache. It hurts.
~nepie
nepie · Tue Sep 09, 2008 @ 04:44am · 0 Comments |