anyway, I kinda don't know what to do lately...I've been sad about well,...not having anyone I guess for a while, so I asked the faerie oracle, cause I really needed some help, they said in summary basically, wait and good things will come to you. so..I don't really know what they mean by that , and they also said not to think about things so much, so I'm trying not to. I just think I need to calm my mind down a bit.
anyway about the waiting, in my "story" my prophecy, I believe I'm meant to wait for the person and not look that much, but its so hard not to! I sort of have a feeling this life might be different.. I hope not! I..I don't want it to be different!!!
I just want him back!!!!! emo
*sigh*....I don't have anyone to help me feel better right now anyway so it doesn't really matter what I say here.. cry
cry cry 
