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PAIIIN!! This morning I felt like crap. cry Sorry, but it's true. I'm not in a good mood because I lost my gf not too long ago. crying But I guess we will still be friends! And my symptoms from yesterday are gettin TERRIBLY worse... gonk And I guess since only my friends will read this... I am oddly enough given an illness of some sort (doctors don't know what it really IS yet) that has made me vampiric. I was 5 when I was told I was gonna be a vampire. It sounded good untill I started to need blood! twisted Sorry to tell everyone something like that. sad When I don't get a pint of blood (a pint of milk is how much you get at schools) once a week, I slowly drain and feel terrible... The pain is unnimaginable... and especially being so stressed out it's not doing me any better... I hope we can find a blood bank around here or a donor... emo I have two more months before being without blood could be deadly, so this IS VERY IMPORTANT... I need some support or something because this HURTS SO MUCH!!!! scream Well, I would appreciate a hug... heh. See you all soon. And my face is numb as I type this...