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I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
Hello everybody. Nicole let me borrow her armwarmers, so that's good, because they're sex in armwarmer form. Just kidding... but seriously. (lol)
I think I'm going to give up on the current boyfriend. Washington is way too far away for me to handle right now, so I might move closer (as in Dixon! Booya!). You know... I think I'm going to have to pursue Chad... (Don't get mad at me, Fred, I have a crush on that boy). He seems sweet, and he's really cute. I think it'd be really nice to date him... But I have to get him to like me first, and that's the tricky part. I don't know what to do. I'll just be myself, though, because if I'm not, it'll catch up to me in the end, right? Woohoo. Way to go me! I'm looking ahead. lol.

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
I just realized something: I love porn. A lot. It doesn't really matter what type of porn it is. gay, straight, hentai... It's all sex, right? lol. I really don't know where that came from, I just felt like typing it.
Hm... Well, I really don't know what else to say tonight... Um...

I'm going to try to talk to Chad tomorrow at lunch... But I don't know if words are going to come out of my mouth or not. Today (technically yesterday) it was really, really hard to do so because I opened my mouth, but no sound was produced. So I didn't get to say anything, lol.

I hope he likes me... It would be really nice to finally date a boy that actually lives closer than 30 miles away from me. Chad lives in the same town, even... This would be really cool if it worked out... Maybe I'll have Zaneta talk to him for me. Yeah, I'll do that... And then I'll talk to him myself.
I really hope this works.

Merci pour le venin.