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This cup is not half empty.
Hm... Well, I decided not to attend 6th and 7th hour today... I didn't see the point of going to gym because I don't want to waste a no-dress. And I just don't feel like walking across town again to go back to school, even though I'm going to be walking home anyway. (I'm at the library.)
So... I wrote Gavin one more letter. Just telling him what I've been up to. I haven't really let go of him yet... I know I should, but I constantly find myself unwilling or unable to. I'm consistantly inconsistant.
A whole cup full of nothing for me to indulge.
At least I don't sound obsessed in the letter, right? I don't once tell him that I miss him like crazy and that I think about him all of the time. That's what I used to write. But I'm not that pathetic anymore. At least... He doesn't need to know that. Heh...
So I might be joining a band. I hope we don't suck... The Rounded Edges. Hm... Sounds nice. I still prefer The Moldy Peaches, but I guess it'll have to do. I'm not setting up the band, after all.
For the last time I lie, could I lie with you?
Well... I'm worried about Chad and stuff... He isn't calling me or answering his phone, and I have no idea what's going on. It's really stressing me out, actually... I'm not mad or anything, just confused...
Oh, and is "disembobulated" a word? Because if it isn't, it is now. lol.
Give me all your poison and give me all your pills.
I guess that's all for now... I |love| you guys.
Merci pour le venin.
 siriustoast · Tue Aug 30, 2005 @ 07:51pm · 0 Comments |
