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My Old Poetry an current new ones.... and a few thoughts on life.
I dunno what to Say but I stumbled across some of my Poetry form 2006 and So Well here goes nothing right?
Death
Death

I feel like Dieing
Isn't that Surpising?
There are so many steps to do it maybe I can't pull through it
Maybe there is no hope for death within me
But i wonder if there is such a thing as fear in your eyes
Would you believe?

I feel like dieing
Isn't the thought depressing?
Maybe I should slit my wrist, Maybe i should hang upside down
Maybe even pull the trigger and turn my head round
I've already seen the things that no one else should see
and my eye may show the Truth for disbelief

I feel like dieing
Isn't that getting restless?
I'm trying to prove to you what the deal could be
Maybe you should listen
as i start needling into my Skin
watch the blood it's so satisfying

Do you think you'll be happy when i'm gone?
Do you think you need me?
I'll be here as the blood flows freely into a cup...

Do you even know my name?
Do you dare call me?
If you do I'll be standing on this chair looking at the light socket dripping wet....
Do you want me?
If so i'll be overdoseing on my meds.
Do you even stop me?
If you do...
I'll be gone

So Did you really need me?
Or were you useing me as your little toy?
I'm sick of the games.....
And you're hearing the price.....
Don't bother talking to me....
I'll be fine


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  • User Comments: [1]
    I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but:
    Once upon a time, My class was given a lecture on suicide out of the blue. This brought into my life the view "Suicide is a selfish act" leading to any form of harming yourself 'just because' being pretty selfish.

    It can be pretty harsh on some, but I know you have people in your life that love you. Harming yourself, even killing yourself, just because you don't want to live anymore? People around you may worry, despair, and suffer. It's really not worth the pain for you or them, so I hope you don't think like your poetry every second of every day. That's unhealthy.

    I apologize if the content of this comment offends you in any way, but cheer up. You can write a lot better than I can... sweatdrop

    comment effervescentstripes · Community Member · Fri Aug 29, 2008 @ 07:05am
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