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In your shadow

I'm in the darkness of you'r shadow.
How do I get out of it?
Am I nothing to you anymore?
Take my hand and I'll show you
Everything you've done to me.
You need to know
Of the way I really am.
Up till now I loved you, now I hate you.



Love is mine

Lately I've been thinking
Of the way you make me feel
Very shakey and scared
Everytime your near
I look down and blush
So you wont see
My heart is yours to hold
I want nothing more, I
Need your love to help me through
Everyday, Love is mine to hold



All for you

You said I don't love you,
I cried and screamed,
But you did not care
You left me there
alone and scared
I took the blade
And ran it down my arm
The crimson color ran down aswel
The on I loved felt it too
He thought nothing of it
But when he called
I did not answer
For my life was gone
A tear stained face
The picture I held
The blood I spilled
Was all for you, though
you did not care.



Till then

My heart races in my chest
My palms get sweaty
My face turns red
I look away wishing I was braver
To tell you I loved you and not him
You're all I'v wanted
We are freinds, but I want to be more
He says I love you, But I dont think he means it
I call you my freind, but in my head
I call you my love for it's all I want
He tells me he wants someone new
I pertend to cry, but in side im happy
I have a chance to win your heart
But then I find, you love someone else
I smile and laugh pertending it doesn't hurt
Later I will cry knowing you are not mine
But I will wait and stay close to you
Even if you are not mine
All I want is to know that you care
One day we will be one
Till then I will love you in secret


Waiting in the dark

I'm here waiting in the dark
Holding out my hands
You smile and take my hands
Pulling me out of the dark
You saved me from myself
Taking the blade from me
Rubing the scars on not only
My arms but on my heart aswel
You kiss the scars and tell me it's okay
All I can do is cry from the love you give me
Everything I want is you
Your heart, your soul, your smile, your laugh
It all makes me smile and to know your all mine
Fills my heart with joy
I was waiting in the dark
But now I'm in the light of your love