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I've notice something. I'm a complete a*****e. I've saved all the breathtaking letter my exes have sent to me, and I realized that the Relationship that I had with them, was not their fault. It was mine. I laugh about them behind their back with my friends, I yell at them when they did nothing wrong... The sad part it, they stuck up with it. I usually ended it though. As I Reread the letters I was sent in the past my heart breaks. I don't deserve to have a boyfriend, friends, a life. My assholeness needs to be punished. In the worst way possible.