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	Paranoia
	Paranoia


I am done. I done being paranoid that I have lost my only love. I trust him and if I am always paranoid about him not liking me, them I am not showing my trust. I love him. That is enough for me. I refuse to let myself get paranoid anymore. I love you Eric. You have all my trust. No more paranoia. Walker Ambrose · Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 05:10am · 12 Comments


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Walker Ambrose
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 03:38pm

Day 1 of NO paranoia.

It feels good.

Walker Ambrose
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 06:09pm

Day 2 of NO paranoia

I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

Walker Ambrose
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Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 08:03pm

Day 3 of NO paranoia

It is amazing how good I feel.

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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 12:31pm

Day 4 of NO paranoia

The good feelings continue.

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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:53am

Day 4 of No paranoia

I almost became paranoid today, but I nipped it in the bud.

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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 04:27pm

Day 5 of NO paranoia.

Worry sets in, but I am not paranoid.

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Thu Aug 21, 2008 @ 05:06am

Day 6 of NO paranoia

A certain longing grips my heart, but I am not paranoid.

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Fri Aug 22, 2008 @ 12:05am

Day 7 of no paranoia.

I am happy that I am not worrying.

Walker Ambrose
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Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 09:01pm

Day 8 of No paranoia

Everyday I get all these little notes telling me you love me. You say things to me that reassure me that you are not going anywhere. I know that there was never any need for me to be paranoid. I love you Eric. I won't ever worry again that you don't feel the same way.

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Sun Aug 24, 2008 @ 07:44pm

Day 9 of NO paranoia

I feel great. How about you?

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Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 03:29pm

Well, so much for not being paranoid. I screwed up. I did get paranoid despite my efforts. I don't know why I caved in so easy. I really was trying so hard to keep from falling, but the evil triumphed. I will try again. I don't want to be paranoid.

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Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 03:31pm

Well, so much for not being paranoid. I screwed up. I did get paranoid despite my efforts. I don't know why I caved in so easy. I really was trying so hard to keep from falling, but the evil triumphed. I will try again. I don't want to be paranoid.

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