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What have I done? I'm such a worthless, horrid.......gah, I just want to.....
I can't even talk about it on here! What's wrong with me?
I just made Daily Night quit.
Translated into bigger deals:
I probably just made a lot of people have worse lives, now that Night can't help.
All because I'm a compulsive liar.
I was trying not to hurt Night's feelings, you know? I was afraid I'd made a mistake about his/her gender..... I always thought Night was a guy, that what it says on the profile....
Then Vampire Reiko called Night a gal.
And I was pretty sure........I corrected her....
Then Night came on and saw, and said something like 'Wait, I'm a guy? What happened?'
And I was scared.
I didn't want to offend him/her.
So I lied.
Thus making Night not trust me.
So Night quit....
Which means that the people in the guild aren't going to get the help that they need.
I can't do this all on my own....
First I bail on Night for four months, then they quit because I lied to them.

I'm am such a worthless peice of s**t, I deserve to die.
And I'm too spineless to even say I'm sorry, you were right, I lied to your face...