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ive always thought i would die at this age....but im still alive???
now what do i do?
should i live and go with the flow?
or die and never look back?
would you give your life to a total stranger?
or be selfish and watch him die?
why live knowing your going to die?
why die knowing it was too soon?
if i live who's going to give me comfort?
if i die will anyone notice?
am i a good guy?
or am i a douchebag everyone hates?
i try to redeem myself.....
only to be swatted down by society and its peers....
should i keep trying to be the good guy...
or become whats dark and hideous....
should i be the light in someones life...
or be the darkness in someone's soul...
can someone help me decide?
or will it be too late and will i die...
is fate so cruel as of to torture me?
or am i torturing others with my burden?