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so right now i feel like ranting. people need to keep their nose up the right a** if they are going to get into other people's business. mine is NEVER the right one. it just pisses me off. second, this is a journal, i can write whatever the hell i want in here. third goodbyes freaking suck. this one isn't as long as the 11 month one, but it's just as hard. my life is gone for a week. don't expect me to be in a good mood. i want him happy, and as of right now, that requires his car being fixed and seeing his dad. he hasn't seen his dad in a long time, and i feel really bad about that.

and no those last posts are not current. i know i'm such a bad person for doing what i did. i still feel horrible. you cannot criticize someone in that situation unless you are in it or have been in it. screw you for giving me the moral talk, my conscience haunts me about it. i'm sorry. i regret that things happened the way they did. if i upset people for doing it, oh well. you have no idea how hard it was. no, i was never pregnant, so get the thought that i had an abortion out of your head. i was stupid, i fell in love with someone while i was dating someone else. things happened that shouldn't have at that point. again, i never meant to hurt anyone.

if you have problems with me, tell me, I might b***h back, but i don't want you talking about how bad of a person i am bahind my back. i may not change to be the person you want me to be, but i will try to make it easier for you to live knowing that the absolutely wretched person that is me is still alive.