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I changed.
In every way.
A little more.
Everyday.
I can't stop from wanting things to start fading away.
A little more.
Everyday.
My soul is angry for the first time.
In a long while.
I'm starting to fade, and so is this smile.
In every way.
I'm starting to fade.
A little more.
Everyday.
And I'm scared.
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Why did you do that to me?
You changed me.
Why?
Why couldn't you just let me live in that fake world?
I made?
To keep myself from changing?
I don't want to go anywhere. cry
I'm growing up now.
I don't want to. I don't want to...
I can see the world now- for it's true meaning.
I am alone.
I really am.
I want someone to understand me.
He can't do it.
At all. Guess he isn't as far as I thought.
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'I can't seem to shake this awful feeling'
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I'm going to lose myself now.
And I won't get myself back.
Because of you.
But it's okay.
...
Because I needed to see this.
Really.
I learned. Alot.
I don't want to forgot myself.
This was my true me.
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YOU KNOW WHAT?
I'M NOT GOING TO.
NOT BECAUSE OF YOU.
IF I CHANGE- IT'S BECAUSE OF ME!
I WON'T LET YOU.
YOU WON'T DO THIS TO ME.
YOU WON'T!
EVER!
I'M GOING TO STAY LIKE THIS!
I WON'T FORGET ME!
I WON'T CHANGE!
NOT FOR YOU.
OR ANYONE ANYMORE.
I'm staying.
for a ********, long- a**- time.
and you can bet your pathetic a** on that.
