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Got a shot- Gave gaia a break.
a shot to find out that I was 'anemic'
because of a certain 'someone'
taking everything I have.
I ********' take pills for it <3

And no ones doing s**t to help me.
I'm always on my ********' own.
ALWAYS.

The only one who could help us left to 'another' world.
********' selfish much?
In pain? I would've taken a bullet to help.
But that's just me.

I'm sorry. Luna.
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Got a guitar.
Eases my soul from just losing it.
I play that mother 'ucker until my fingers bleed.
but even then I don't stop.

I look effin cool with that black acoustic baby <3

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I changed.
In every way.
A little more.
Everyday.

I can't stop from wanting things to start fading away.
A little more.
Everyday.

My soul is angry for the first time.
In a long while.
I'm starting to fade, and so is this smile.

In every way.
I'm starting to fade.
A little more.
Everyday.

And I'm scared.