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Ephemeris
I am so confused right now. It's a horribly cliche, cheesy confusion, which only makes it worse.

Typically, I am a very logical person. I think things through more than follow my feelings. I always analyze every situation and try to work it to my advantage. I don't want to sound like a cold, uncaring person. I truly care about my friends, but I always look before I leap, as the expression goes.

Right now, however, I am certainly more emotional than usual.

In preschool, I met this boy. Throughout all of elementary school, we 'dated.' Then, after 6th grade, I moved away. We've still kept in touch, but the romantic phase of our relationship ended at the start of 4th grade when I started 'dating' another boy.

Now, however, he has confessed that his feelings haven't changed.

What the heck am I supposed to do with that?! I mean, this guy that I've known my whole life says that he loves me. He actually said it! It's too much like something out of a movie. Guy know girl all of his life, harbouring a strong love. Then, after not seeing her for years, he re-connects with her and finally admits his true feeling. Unfortunately, he is in the army, and is shipped out before she can respond.

I mean, isn't that nauseating?
But, in a way, that makes it all the more amazing. All of those times I watched a romantic movie and thought, "now why can't that happen to me?" Well, now it has, and I don't know what to think.

Last night, he sent me a text.

"Hey, there. I'm going into the fight tomorrow, and I'll admit I'm scared.
I just want you to know that not a day goes by when I don't think about you. I miss you"

So what do I do?






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ArsontAngelfire
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 04, 2008 @ 10:40pm
Certainly sounds like a romance movie. The main thing I'd have to ask is "How does he know that I haven't changed since I moved?" I say this because even if you have kept in touch, how well do you really know each other? Just a thought.


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