Alright well. Rant-ish time maybeh?
I unno >:
I Dunno about A Whoooooole lot right now. An Its bugging me.
I haven't slept tonight out of irritation an I'm having worse Mood swings than
A Pregnant woman (no offence to anyone) One moment im just like OMFG an the next im just like -calmness- My head seems like its goin bonkers an i realize it.
I just feel like, I'm Breaking down each night an then buildin myself back up for the world. I guess thats what im saying. That too is buggin meh. Course, I used to live for other people like i didnt even know. I didnt have a life i helped others with theirs, That was mine. Once i found a life that actually you know, Fit with me in it an all. It gets totally messed up an hairwired so now. I dunno. I can't go back to spending all my time on other people cause well frankly i cant really help people who dont need it.
I realize this is all nonsense gonk
Maybe one or two people will look at this but Thanks if you did.
Evan just doesn't know who Evan is anymore. Evan needs to know things, Evan needs to figure out who Evan is. o;<
I'm done with songs for a while, I looked back on em after writing an they seem cheesy even to me.
~ Headcase.
I unno >:
I Dunno about A Whoooooole lot right now. An Its bugging me.
I haven't slept tonight out of irritation an I'm having worse Mood swings than
A Pregnant woman (no offence to anyone) One moment im just like OMFG an the next im just like -calmness- My head seems like its goin bonkers an i realize it.
I just feel like, I'm Breaking down each night an then buildin myself back up for the world. I guess thats what im saying. That too is buggin meh. Course, I used to live for other people like i didnt even know. I didnt have a life i helped others with theirs, That was mine. Once i found a life that actually you know, Fit with me in it an all. It gets totally messed up an hairwired so now. I dunno. I can't go back to spending all my time on other people cause well frankly i cant really help people who dont need it.
I realize this is all nonsense gonk
Maybe one or two people will look at this but Thanks if you did.
Evan just doesn't know who Evan is anymore. Evan needs to know things, Evan needs to figure out who Evan is. o;<
I'm done with songs for a while, I looked back on em after writing an they seem cheesy even to me.
~ Headcase.
