Enough of the bullshit...I talk out of my a** alot and have been for too long.
In my history of life, I have done some very questionable things, and probably should not be allowed to live. I have led people astray, and have been a direct cause of over 4 fatalities. I am much more perverted and "sick" then I let on to be. If I were ever to show my true self on Gaia I would be hated by pretty much everyone I come in contact with, and be banned in about 3 days or less. That is the main reason I came here and stay on for such a long time...my life is boring and uneventful...has been for years, and to try and make my mind more normal than it is. Most things people find sick, or just plain wrong, I find funny.
Another major thing is that my mind is ******** up other than what I think. I cannot think straight, which is why I refrain from long posts and complicated words. I type while I think because I have a very bad short term memory loss for anything besides games and anime.
To go even further, I am cheap and lazy. I do not have very much in my small apartment, and alot of it is found in the trash, the only expensive thing is my computer.
It is not all bad, however...I do have a mind for alot of things, and can stand firm on a veriety of subjects...but I can't say my thoughts all the time, and resort to completely talking out my a** to not look like an idiot...
The worst thing is that I am confused...I do not know what I should be doing, only what I am doing...And what I am doing is being a disgrace to mankind...IF I weren't such a coward, I would kill myself without a moments thought because of all the s**t I go thru...I would emphasize on the matter, but that would take too long to list everything, and like I said, I'm lazy...
If anyone reading this would like to talk about certian things, or just give advice...IM or PM me.
Last thing I forgot..because of short term bullshit...is that only one person knows me for who I am...and it is no one on Gaia, and no one here knows of them...
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