Ok well it's me again, I know I don't write in here often but I really need to let my thoughts out. To anybody who knows about my real life problems they know what I used to do. Well to those of you who don't know I'll tell you this, I'm a very emotional person and I have been extremely depressed since grade seven. Well i'm going to be starting grade ten next year. So I don't know why I fell into my depression but it's back and it's bad, I used to slit my wrists and have made a few attempts at sucide. Well it was all because of him. you see there is this boy and I've known him for many years well I've fallen in love with him, to know that he can't love me back and I will never tell him how I feel. Well I though I was over him till recently I realized no matter what he thinks or says I'm still in love with him, and it's made me depressed. Well I'm not cutting myself but things have gotten bad enough that I think i'm starting to become sucidal again, and it's bad this time. I want him to know so bad but he has a girlfriend, and he's in what grade twelve now! What am I gonna do? I'm going to try my hardest to battle the suicidal thoughts and over come my depression, but this is where you come in. See I really need all the help and support and to add on to my depression I am still dealing with a break up that has happend on monday. I don't want to talk about it though so don't ask, please.
Crimson_Angel93 · Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 04:06am · 0 Comments
