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"Sorry I was Never There"
Mudvayne [Look at bold and italic parts! :'D] {To friends.}
{I dedicate this song to all my friends, and think from my perspective. Take no offence to this song.
You'll understand the meaning of everything, every line, every damn syllable if you think.}


Mudvaye- Severed.
And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,

Come on, Step out, of your rind, assemble strength, focus,

Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the
past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away,

Eclipse you (Cut you away),
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
I spit up on my plate and I push everything away,
From me
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery,

Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away, you'll be okay.

Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into
the hell I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my
past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn
and walk away

Sphere of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain

I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me,
I divorce your innocence and my guilt,
I divorce the lying sell-out confidence,
I'm divorcing every mother ********' thing,
I divorce the love bled meaningless,
I divorce the makeshift harmony,
I divorce the taunting acts of violence,
I divorce the pastime of jealousy,
I divorce control,
I divorce the pain,
I divorce the virtue,
I divorce the rain,
I divorce the excuse,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the need,
I divorce iniquity in this mother ********' bullshit life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die,
Take it,
Myself,
My life,
Text book ******** mental,
Off me and pitch me in a hole


I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore.

I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate .

Eclipse you and bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph
aur,
I need you,
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
From me.



[First part of boldness, I really love those lines. They're so deep. Second bold part is about me. I'm always in the background now, closing everyone's eyes from the bad and guiding them to the good; being the "hero". I can't always be the "hero" for everyone, everybody has to realise I'm not always going to be here for very long. I don't mind helping you all the time, it's just that you have to try and solve things on your own. I'm not saying that this is the cut-off from help and advice from me. It's just you have to help yourself sometimes, but I'm always here.]






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outsider_mentality
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 05:22am
thanx for helping me all the time... dont kno wut i would do without u... sometimes a person just needs to release... thanx for letting me do that

much love


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