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I'm clingy..I'm really creepy, like, stalker creepy.
Yeah, to tell it from a more calm, collected view, I was bored saturday night. Ryan was online but away, so I messaged him a few times saying I wanted to call him. Then I just ended up calling my friend and talking to him instead.
And somehow or another, Ryan took my messages "the wrong way" so to say. He started accusing me of being too clingy, being obsessed with him, being his stalker, and having a mental disorder.
1. How can I be clingy if I haven't seen you in over a month? And even when we talk, I don't go all mushy on him, or nag on him like most girls do.
2. Obsessed? Sure I think about him a lot, but obsessed? Psh, flattering himself like that. I've been wanting to give up on him for a while. He's the one who pursuaded me to keep loving him. All because I thought he felt the same. Guess not.
3. Whatever he told me about him is what I know of him. Hence, calling me a stalker is flat out wrong. He should get a godamn dictionary.
4. If I had a mental disorder, I probably wouldn't be here and be the person I am. Then again, he's the one that did so many godamn drugs he's slightly retarded. Blah.
So yea, he overreacted over a few IMs. He overreacted over text.
Long story short, I told him if he's gonna falsely accuse me of all that crap, then he's not my type.
I never asked anything of him, we were never goin out, and even if we were, I'd still be as laid back as I am now. But whatever. s**t happens.
-Schizoid
P.S. My username triggered the "mental disorder" bit. I'm well aware of the meaning, otherwise I wouldn't have it as my username. But's it's a username for god's sake. People have usernames like "SexyGurl1123" and they could be the ugliest mother ******** on the planet. Oh, b***h got told. Ryan, you can go ******** yourself. <3
 Refined Corruption · Sun Aug 21, 2005 @ 09:21am · 3 Comments |
