August 17, 2005
Another friend's birthday today. I'd give him something on Gaia, but he's not on and I don't know what he'd want... And he's still borrowing things from me which he needs to give back. I am still so scared. I have to make sure I don't piss Kaz off. I wish he wouldn't do these things to me. He has no idea what he is doing to me. I didn't do anything today. It's not like I ever have anything to do, or ever even feel well enough to do anything. Why do I bother getting out of bed even? Everything sucks. And... I have no idea what's in Tennessee. His parents wanted to move there, go figure. If they could, my parents would move there too. Why? I have no idea. They don't like Florida I guess. I'd hate to be anywhere else... Unless there was something in it for me.
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