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I really don't mean to brag,(if there is anything left to brag about...)but....I just realized how lost and lonely i am. I have no gf, my friends are always busy, and everytime i see my ex...i keep hearing her voice saying the same thing. What its saying is..." this is my ex-boyfriend....this is my ex-boyfriend...." It really tears me apart when I even think about it. I never called any of my last gf's exs. I think its the death weapon. Right now, i just want to die. I don't want to live again while hearing the same "ex" crap. I've been thru so much, just like everone else has, but differently... I wish I had someone to talk to, but when i do, their either too busy or my mind turns blank and my default takes over. This sucks and I hate it. ....i wish somebody was here to calm me down...