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Alone, and weary I find myself.
I think and think,
trying to look smart,
I feel patheic sitting alone,
my sister is inside with friends and foes,
I don't know what to do,
So I write ,
you are my dairy
were I bare my soul
I feel like a child on my first day of school.
The school's so big
I wander and get lost
I ask for information and kindly get an answer
I find myself were I should be
but classes don't start
I sit on this bench writting my thoughts
I check my phone but its still 8:10
The time flies so slow when you wait to begin
Writing this down I realize
Im not ready to fly from home
how I miss the comfort of my home
Its 8:12 now and Im still here
my classes don't begin 'till 9:25
Oh, how I wish time would move faster!


My Time!!!!!

It's 8:21 now and I still sit and think
The world looks different
The world sounds different
The sun comes and goes
but the birds sind and chirp
I wish it'd rain!
Some people look funny
some look geeky
some look...exhilirating!
There are people older then me
I feel stupid just writing
I feel I should do more
but I dont know what to do
I want to meet a friend
but it seems to be rush hour
It
s 8:27 and still I think and write
If class doesn't start soon
I might just think and write some more!


Feel!!!

I feel I' going crazy just sitting here,
I never think so much or write so much,
I want to read but I didn't bring my book,
The library is just ahead
but Im scared to death
I might look calm but my feelings are going wild,
I need my sisters who help me so much,
Im never scared with them,
I never show my feelings,
and that's not good
I feel so confuse,
I've lost it all
I try to think psitive, but Im alwaysso negative,
I look at the pillar with all my might,
wishing to vanish and not come back,
my friends are inside, learning whaty they can
I think of mommy wishing for courage
Im here to make them proud
to show them that I care
I could be skipping
I could go shopping
I could spend my time in the library
but I don't want to dissapoint them
So mommy and Daddy,
I'll march into that room and try to be cool!
Just for you!


Class!!!!!!!!!!

The class was fine,
better than I thought,
but when my name was called for attendance,
I heate up,
Is my last name so hard to pronounce?
An hour and thirty minutes is all it took,
Im hooked
I like the class,
Im scared,
thinking about what will learn,
I couldn't understand everything,
but I'll get that A,
if its the last I do!