Yeah, I've thought it was something I wanted for so long. We all know the up and down there is, but the happiness is so large that so many people want to be in love.
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So because of that happiness you get out of it, I've wanted to be in love for so long. Then after that comes remission biggrin , then the relapse stare . It goes on and on just like a water cycle. We (or I) don't really learn when it comes to falling in love, maybe some tip to stay away but hell we're human and then friends become that little side thing when you have "your heart one". Makes sense, most of the time we think about love instead thinking about the important things. And love is important, well not for me right now. Not some "lovey dovey" crap, there is no way I could think of doing that currently...
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Anyway continuing the topic I was watching this old episode of "the office" when Pam was going to get married and Jim couldn't stand watching. So he decided to fly off and run away. When I say "I want to go to Japan" sometimes (if the day is going good then this doesn't apply) I say that because I really want to run away from everything. I don't hate it here, I actually love it ( heart Japan more) but here, how do I say it I can't really talk to anyone anymore (I actually learned how to shut your self up, thank god). You know that fresh start that blanks out your brain, gosh Japan was overwhelming. It felt really relaxing, well if I ever become a singer I have to take all that back. Well, exiting is a hell lot more fun than relaxing, doing nothing. But Japan is just a hell lot better, probably because I can't see the problems they have from being blocked by a ocean. I'll take consequences...and for now I'll wait for that brainwash in high school...that'll keep me going for awhile. sweatdrop
 Miyu nagase · Wed May 28, 2008 @ 08:49am · 0 Comments |
