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oh, how depressing this day has gone thus far.
I would enjoy the sunlight, or the afternoon spent
lying next to someone
I would enjoy even a pleasant conversation,
to hear his voice,
to hear him say my name,
I would enjoy the feeling of being touched,
a deep massage,
or something that doesn't remind me of being alone,
someone telling me they know I exist,
telling me the real me is worth being loved by them
or someone who is there
in any case,
today has gone by
this weekend gone by
my room is clean
laundry finished
my thoughts, incomplete
depressed
alone

crying