So, my darlings.
My vow to you all.
I with my heart promise you now, I will never hurt someone like I hurt him. I will never be in a relationship with anyone else. I will never be pregnant again.
So. I'm a murdering whore who also happens to be a spiteful coldhearted b***h.
For all my wrongs, for all the hurt I've caused.
I need to be punished.
I don't deserve happiness. I don't deserve to "move on and forget"
And I shall smack the first person who to my face,
Tells me "oh but it would have happened anyway"
YOU don't know that. Neither do I.
I tried to believe it.
But all I am is a cheap and easy murderous b***h.
I've thought of suicide. But I don't deserve the easy way out.
My vow to you all.
I with my heart promise you now, I will never hurt someone like I hurt him. I will never be in a relationship with anyone else. I will never be pregnant again.
So. I'm a murdering whore who also happens to be a spiteful coldhearted b***h.
For all my wrongs, for all the hurt I've caused.
I need to be punished.
I don't deserve happiness. I don't deserve to "move on and forget"
And I shall smack the first person who to my face,
Tells me "oh but it would have happened anyway"
YOU don't know that. Neither do I.
I tried to believe it.
But all I am is a cheap and easy murderous b***h.
I've thought of suicide. But I don't deserve the easy way out.
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