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04/14/2008 2:27 pm

Midnight Rose The Vixen

I lay my head down to sleep each night,

With a prayer passing by my lips



"Lord, may I dream of hope and faith,

With the hatred burned out for once,

My heart has lost too many,

For I have seen many a thing draw it's final breath,

Then meet you at heaven's gates.

I pray that you allow me to see her once more,

The one whom I lost long ago,

My eyes may water for her,

Yet, to me, her memory shall live on,

I was young and foolish,

For what I saw I believed was a dream,

Even if she had died,

That doesn't mean that she's gone,

For when she died,

I cried out my sorrow and hoped for a new day,

Now where I lie,

I pray you allow me to see her,

In my dreams,

Because of what I couldn't do as I saw her,

For I never thought she would die.

So I have one small request to ask of you,

To tell Mamaw I said good-bye.

Life cannot go on forever,

As I now know because of her,

I may now never hear her voice again,

Or tell her I love her for always being there,

My heart now feels heavy,

My world seems empty,

For the one I held dearest had left.

So Lord, I wish for you to send her my message,

Plus tell her I love her, too,

Tell her I send the best of seasons,

And good fate 'n' fortunes as well.

Lastly, I merely wish for you to send her my love,

And tell her in my memory,

She'll always stay.

Amen"



I still miss her kindness and hope,

In this unforgivable and harsh world,

Yet I smile to myself,

For I remember her,

And cherish her memory dearly.



This is for my Mamaw, who was diceiced several years ago.

To me, it seems like it has been a millenia since I had last spoken

to her. My Mamaw was my world, she always was there for me,

and I know she still is, exept now she is my guardian angel.

I still cry at night, with no one to comfort me over how I miss her,

yet I remember the memories and try to smile. Even if she isn't

next to me, i still know she's with me, in memory and spirit, to

make my way through life. At least, until I draw my final breath

an join her.