Things that haunt
tease and taunt,
are no match
for the past i had forgot.
Things to remember,
things to forget,
either way i shall not fret.
One way or another,
trouble takes form of my mother.
Things happen i understand,
but then i wonder...
how long can this stand?
Will I stand up for what is right,
or quiver and shake in the dark night?
Im not very good at rhymes
but i will try to keep these lines,
true and from my heart
read it quickly before the trouble starts...
Life story so far:
Theres nothing really interesting about me so i doubt anyone will read this. Even so, this is for the people that are reading so i can waste a bit of your time reading about my so called life. Stephanie L.M history: at age three i was already smart. i read through long books and were at the top of my kinder class. -__- i also went through alot of things i'd rather not recall. The memories were so terrible i forgot them untill recently, when i have begun to remember them. later on i moved from salinas, california to king city, to california when i was 8. I first learned how to draw then by competing to draw better than my eldest brother joeanthony. I tried so hard and he gave in to teach me to draw the eyes of anime. He was too lazy to teach me anything else other than that. There i met asuka and savahnna. There were my two friends that i thought i had. asuka understood me best while savahnna, with some dissabilities, always bossed me around. She kinda scared me. I moved away at age 10 when i was supposed to go to fifth grade. I was scared because my parents told me that we were moving to texas. I was scared because i thought "how am i going to make friends?" "what if they dont like me?" as soon as i got there i was popular surrounded by girls. then they gave me a choice to be in a gang. i said no and they tried to "jump" me. I ran away like a coward. I left to my assigned class and i smiled and sat down next to the two girls soon to be my truly first friends. they were Samantha and gaby. and they hated eachother. so they insisted on getting my friendship to end the rivalry they had with one another so one could finnally be better. but i set an end to that we all slowly became friends and began to attatch more and more friends to our "group" i went out with david in the 7th grade and that added his group to ours and then one of the best guy friends ive had came into our group then too. so by the end of the school year we had the group quack with all the people in my heroes section. then i found out i had to move right in the summer vacation. David broke up with me. two weeks later my parents filed divorce and i was forced to move again. Los fresnos had the best school system ive ever been in but i hated the students... most were stuck up or selfish except elizabeth, karla, sergio,Aaron, chabelo, john and evelyn. they were nice to me. but unfortunately there were students that were just as mean as they were nice and they were out numbered. Almost every day i came home and cried. I lost weight from my tears and i longed to fit in so i joined soccer which made me lose even more weight. I kept crying untill my dad couldn't bear to see me that way any longer. i didnt mean for him to see me but he did. We lost most the money we saved up and we moved into an apartment in my home town in la feria texas. i was happy to be back. and i couldnt wait to go back to school. Now that i have come back to this wonderful city there is so much drama! >.< i went from crying trying to fit in to going insane from all this love drama! >.< im so confused
View User's Journal
"S's" FEELINGS ABOUT LIFE =D
 |
