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People have sucky timing. My mom kept calling every time I walked into the bathroom! ughhhhhh.
The mall ended up being boring and a total waste of time. I'd rather have stayed home and played solitaire, it was that bad. I started feeling sick right after I got there. I'm like, eww, relapse of last week. I got a pretzel (so maybe it wasn't a complete waste of time ^_^), wandered around, didn't find anything, and ended up buying Metroid Prime because they were practically giving Gamecube games away. But the whole reason I went was a total waste. Stupid JC Penny -.- The only things I could find in my size were those super-short (super-ugly) shorts. I was like wtf? It's like they forgot to order an entire size in everything! My mom told me to try stuff on, so I did the obligatory random grabbing. yea....no.
They're moving my grandpa to some home way the hell across the river. So that's just lovely. I don't think they've even told him yet!! So after Tuesday, it'll just be my parents and me -.- Lovely. JUST LOVELY. Is NO ONE going to stick around at all?
oh wow XD good job Caitlin! She tried to organize a birthday thing for herself but forgot to put the date in the email XD not that I'm going to be able to go -.- ********. why couldn't my dad have messed up his left foot so he could freaking drive himself? Oh well.
My parents are ditching me Saturday afternoon to go to a wedding. How wonderful. So I get to be bored at home. By myself. On a Saturday. When there's no decent TV. someone up there must really hate me -.-
Me when i'm bored: *sits down on the sofa* lalala, what do I feel like doing? *looks around* gamecube...nah, I'm sick of that right now. Ditto on PS2. *looks around more* I could read...except I've read all of my good books in the last month -.- *looklook* Oooo, shiney....*picks up sharp object* prettyyyyyyyyy....WAIT! What the hell am I doing!? *gets up and paces around the house for half an hour* repeat until something happens to distract from the cycle (i.e. phone rings, grandpa rings, power goes out, I fall flat on my face, etc.)
Ennui is boring, but it can get rather dangerous for me >.> I have matches, sharp objects, and a straightener. Oh the trouble I could get into...poor kitties twisted just kidding.
I also have a dryer and towels ^_^ mmmm....warm towels...
~nepie
why don't I ever think things through? I don't want to go out of state for college. I never really did. I should have known better. The only difference between there and here is a little more diversity in majors, which is a bad thing for me 'cause I can't choose between 2 things without it being a big ordeal. I don't want to pack up. I don't want to leave. My parents don't even want to come and visit at Labor Day. They say it'll be too soon. But it won't be. If I freak out like I did when I started working at summer camp the first year, I'm not going to make it even to Labor Day. I'll just have a total meltdown, with no one there. it doesn't matter that other people from school are going there. it's not like i'll be able to just call them up if something like that happens. they've stood by and watched me freak out before and said nothing at all. they ignore me b/c i'm just some stupid overemotional unstable immature freak who needs to get a grip. and i'm going to be so far away from people who care even just a little bit.
 nepie · Thu May 22, 2008 @ 12:42am · 0 Comments |
