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song+ Close to Home // Enya
book+ Dave Barry Slept Here
scent+ coffee
quest+ kitty or wolf tail
upper+ work!
downer+ almost everything else, again o.o
attire+ totally not matching
chat+ nay
drink+ coffee
Hi everyone. -o-;;
I have no energy at all lately. -_- I'm just slogging through these last few days. And today is really awful for a combination of reasons I'm too exhausted to get into. Needless to say I feel like absolute crud.
I had really, really odd dreams last night. I dreamt (dreamed? drempt?) that I was way the hell back over in Chase Ct, and we were moving back into the same house. xD Ryuu was there. Then at some point me and mum go walking outside at night, and look at the moon, which has this UFO kind of thing glowing in front of it. I keep watching it but it turns into a giant version of the space shuttle, and goes off somewhere, and the moon disappears completely. Even in the dream I'm like "the hell?" o_O And I woke up very late today, as I took too much benadril again. -_-;
Highly bored. Can't complain though, I still have the Internet for hopefully a little longer? ;.; And I've been creating an absurd amount of detailed character profiles for this Hogwarts RP that I never have time to get into anyway. -_- I did the same thing on Sims. I'd create very elaborate little families, and then when I actually put them into a house, I'd forget about the family and spend most of the time decorating the friggen house. xD I also downloaded Furcadia, and I have now realized how many complete idiots are in there - again. Apparently I forgot.
I think I'm going to re-make my Diaryland journal. The whole site was down for months so I kind of gave up on it. But now I'm feeing inspired. Whee.
I'm rereading "Dave Barry Slept Here: A Sort of History of the United States" .. xD This is just about the most hilarious book ever written. I'm at Chapter 20: The Reagan-Bush Years - Napping Towards Glory". XD
Anyway. I'm having serious pain in the form of cramps/headache. ;_; Excuse me while I down a bottle of aspirin.
My list of phobias has grown apparently. These aren't just arbitrary either.
Atomosophobia - Fear of nuclear war.
I've had this for a while now really. stare It goes and comes. I think I probably got it from watching Terminator when I was a little too young. sweatdrop But if I allow myself to think about it, I wind up having a very severe panic attack. I had one last night and the only thing that kept me from screaming was remembering a certain individual whose name begins with 'J' and ends in 'ames'. xD
I'm okay now.
Anyway. At least I don't have lilapsaphobia anymore. @_@; I still have agoraphobia though. You know, like 'Matchstick Men'? I haven't been outside in a week. ninja I also have really weird phobias, such as Barophobia, the fear of gravity, and Apeirophobia, the fear of infinity. I'm not constantly afraid of these things I should say. Really, it's that if I think about them, I tend to have panic attacks.
Actually on further thought, just about everything causes me to have a panic attack, including breathing and/or sleeping. o_O
Well, enough of that. Tomorrow I have a job interview. YAY! Super YAY! ^o^ So happy about this. I will get this job. In fact, I already have this job. Right now as I speak. Er, type.
Positive thinking.
Keepittogetherkeepittogetherkeepittogether.
 The Viscount · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 10:43pm · 3 Comments |
