song+ Helena // My Chemical Romance
book+ Half-Blood Prince
scent+ strawberry
quest+ for some sort of hat .. thing.
upper+ mummy back home
downer+ almost everything else o_o
attire+ blue golf-ish T shirt and khakis o_O
chat+ me Ryuu
drink+ le strawberry water
.... -______- Oi. Well today has been ehh. Very ehh. Last night was really terrible, what with my aunt going nuts, and me having an extended panic attack. I was okay until .. well .. -______ it was my fault. I was teasing the cat. Yes, I'm horrible. Well she kind of clawed my face. o_o I deserved it. But was bleeding and everything.
I was like .. "Great. Effing great. What else?"
So now I have this attractive scratch on my chin. Damn cat. <_<;
Anyway. I was highly depressed the rest of the night. And I could not sleep. So I took some benedril, only I took too many, the consequence being that I woke up today feeling extremely wasted. stare And then annoyed. Because mum needed me to help her put the dud on the car, because yesterday the tire went flat. We failed to find the extra bar that went to the jack, and there was a yellow-jacket living under the tire. So tomorrow Rand may come over and fix it. -_-;
The rest of the day I have just been feeling very, very bored and/or depressed. And then very antsy. Almost giddy. Not happy giddy. I just mean I've been very bipolar all day.
And I've just been wondering, but where is everyone? O_o It's been lonely on Gaia lately. And glitchy.
Anyway. I've mostly just been roleplaying on a steadily-dying Hogwarts thread. I'm using my made-up character "Akshaya Mahapatra" who is very spiffy, and a Care of Magical Creatures teacher. I got her looks from a very gorgeous Indian model I adore from Saree World, my favorite site. They have the most beautiful saree's I've ever seen. ;_; I covet them greatly. I wish I could pull them off. Go there and drool over the pretty saree's, and the models who wear them. Yes.
I've also been browsing through Epilogue.net. Such pretty art. ;_;
I suppose I'm trying to gather inspiration. =/ Have not had much lately. I've stopped drawing all together. I'm not even very pleased with my roleplay lately. I mean, it's not like the other RP'ers around me are brilliant or anything. Mostly they're newbies. Or just not very good. But after the initial post I just kind of feel like I'm slogging through it. -_-
Mum wants to get a Real Job now. Yay.
And I need to get me G.E.D. -_-; And get a job. And go to college. And become a teacher.
Also, I don't have any idea how I'll manage to go see my love tomorrow, what with the world crashing down around my ears.
I luff Chemical Romance. @.@ *sway, dance*
I've been playing with my diary preferences .. everything is Halloween colors now. Whee! Only it's probably creating problems with back entries, such as: (a) not being able to see them anymore.
>_>; Oops.
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight ..
 The Viscount · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 03:11am · 3 Comments |
