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Well everyone it's the month of May, and that means a bunch of schools are going to be sending out a few hundred kids out into the real world. That leaves me a bit scared in truth. I am a senior and soon to be alumni of high school. So I have a the rest of my life a head of me. What will I do? Will I go to college, will I meet that special someone and spend the rest of my life with her? Will I die young? The future is gray for me..it is both black and light..grim and bright. I have never really thought about it until late..as a kid (which was not too long ago..about 30 minutes or so) I thought about being a policeman, a firefighter, a soldier..hell even the Cliche' of president. Though I don't think my future has that tied to me.. I will probably end up on the a** end of a corporate ladder, or middle management.. Who knows! Though I am a bit embarrassed at my future, so many people have what they want to do planned. Some going to Georgia State, Tech, even Valdosta University.

What will I do? I might go with my senior paper. I will use the summer to get in shape or something like it. Take my shots with becoming an Army Medic. (not the navy, I have more brains then put my boots down with the Marines.) This is probably my first Journal entry that looks anything like a journal entry! At any rate, it helps ease my fears to think someone will come and read this, and feel some sort of connection with this...who knows..

I would like to thanks those who come along and read this, and more so who understand where I am coming from.